Smacked again

Just when I try to change my attitude, I get hit head on. I don't know how I can change my attitude when I got psycho dick heads fucking with me. I think I will be spending a lot of time at home. Then the only psycho I have to deal with is me, myself and I. This is not a good time for me to deal with this shit. I am doing good to maintain day to day, with everything that has changed. Some days are worse than others, but it is getting better. Last night was a kick in the teeth that I didn't need. It happened and can't change it. I have to deal with it and get over it and do everything in my power that I don't put myself in that predicament again.

Test after test after test...when will they end and when will things get back to normal????