After a hell week...

Mom is still in the hospital, but it sounds like the doctor is letting her out on Friday. She sounded better today, after a rough day yesterday and a horrible last week. Pneumonia sucks!

In driving back and forth to Van to see Mom last week and having 50 million things running through my psycho head, I listened to my husband, Tim McGraw's new CD and it is awesome. One song in particular I wish I could actually do what the song says...Let It Go.

I’ve been caught sideways out here on the crossroads
Trying to buy back the pieces I lost of my soul
It’s hard when the devil won’t get off your back
It’s like carrying around the past in a hundred pound sack

Today I’m gonna keep on walking
I’m gonna hold my head up high
I’m gonna leave it all behind
Today I’m gonna stand out in the rain
Let it wash it all away
Yeah wash it all away
I’m gonna let it go Oh yeah
I’m gonna let it go Oh yeah

Skeletons and Ghosts are hiding in the shadows
Threatening me with all the things that they know
Choices and mistakes, they all know my name
But I’m through holding in and holding onto all that pain

Today I’m gonna keep on walking
I’m gonna hold my head up high
I’m gonna leave it all behind
Today I’m gonna stand out in the rain
Let it wash it all away
Yeah wash it all away
I’m gonna let it go Oh yeah
I’m gonna let it go Oh yeah

I know I know I know
I’ve been forgiven
I know I know I know
I’m gonna start living

Today I’m gonna keep on walking
I’m gonna hold my head up high
I’m gonna leave it all behind
Today I’m gonna stand out in the rain
Let it wash it all away
Yeah wash it all away
I’m gonna let it go Oh yeah
I’m gonna let it go Oh yeah

Who knows maybe one of these days, I will be able to let it all go...Red Rover over and out!